EXHAUSTED

I am totally exhausted tonight... I just finished my first wild week for this summer session I am enrolled in. I cried part of the way to class this morning... and then the lecture included discussion of how people who are not growing... are likely to have mental/emotional health concerns. I laughed inside, because I think that I am at the opposite end of that spectrum. I am growing and being stretched so much that I have some emotional and mental health concerns. BUT... my new word for life is part of the banner above. I am living a proleptic life! A life where the future is guiding the present. Sometimes I loose sight of that... when I regain that understanding it brings peace. I can remember that this season hurts alot... but it will really pay off in the end. Hanging on, till next time!